Same as brochure copyDavid is realising he is transgender and this is ripping apart his whole life - childhood trauma resurfaces - he is going mad. he decides to go to Brazil ,, and get himself killed rather than distress everyone with suicide. He tries several times to annoy people with guns and knives but keeps failing miserably in his plan. He has some amazing experiences, finds life again, and decides to return to England and try to live as a woman.
